Aazmaiish

Har katra ek dariya sa
Puri Jahaan Jaise ek zarre mein ho
Uski ankhon ne aisa hi Kuch padha
Kudrat ko jang pasand hi kab thi
Han par woh aazmata zarur hai
Iski aazmaish
Aur hum sikandar ya phir ek shikaar
Masibat tau yeh h ke natize se pehle
Anginat natayez Woh banata
Khauf ko ragon mein bharta
Jaise sline
Tu kab karega azaad khudko

Katra/dariya drop/river
Jahaan/zarre universe/ tiny thing
Kudrat Nature
Aazmata/aazmaiish test
Sikandar winner
Shikaar victim/prey
Masibat problems
Natize/natayez results
Khauf fear
Ragon viens
Aazad emancipate/free
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Sabz Rang

Uski kalm se nikalte sabz rang
Ki failti khusbu se mutasaar hokar
Woh aaj Kitna purnoor dikhta hai
Jaise har lafz ek duaa si ho
Jo takhlik se pehle
Maqbool hojati hai
February ki subh ko
Aangan mein khilte phool k chehre
Aur uspe chamakti Shabnam ki ek boond
Unke chehre ki akkasi karta
Chaand din ko zameen pe Roshan hua

Sabz Green
Rang colour
Failti prevail
Mutassar affect upon
Purnoor full of light

Fragrance Khusbu
Takhliq creation
Dua prayer
Maqbool accepted/realized
Subh. morning
Aangan yard
Khilte bloosom
Shabnam morning dew

Boond drop
Akkasi draw
Roashan shining

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Uski Zidd

Zidd ki zâd mein aaj
Zindagi aa hi gayi
Jab wajood ne aagaz ki
Guft-o-shaned Zindagi se
“Kya Tu ab btayegi v
Mere hone ki ek wajah
Main fitrat ki ek Galti Hun
Ya ek haseen koshish
Ya ab v ek khwab sa
Haqiqat se milön dür
Zehen mein khamushi ki
Hama waqt ek shor
Yeh ankhon Ka khula rehna
Aur saanson Ka Ruk sa Jana
Khud mein bé-kâfân
Main dâfân
Har roz hota Hun
Chasm muntazir hai
Käfile ki ek jhalak ko
Zubaan ke pardén üthte kyun nh
Alfaaz ki aamad-o-râft
Ruk si kyun gayi”
Shayad wajood mehroom ho Kar reh Gaya
Iske sawaalon k aage khadi Zindagi
Aur uski bébaak khamushi
Zidd ab Apne zidd pe arr Gaya
Usko ab Pani mein aag paida Karne ki Kya sujhi
Nikal pada Woh samndar ki tez laheron pe tahelne
Ab Zindagi phir zinda hogi

Zidd Obduracy/adamancy
Zâd purview
Guft-o-shaned Chit -chat
Fitrat Nature
Haseen Beautiful
Khwab Dream
Koshsish Effort
Haqiqat truth
Milön dür miles away
Bé-kâfân without coffin
Dâfân buried
Chasm eyes
Muntazir awaiting(seeking)
Käfile procession
Jhalak glance
Zubaan tongue
Pardén curtain
Üthte raise
Alfaaz words
Ämd-o-râft trafficking
Wajood existence
Mehroom deprived
Bébaak reckless
Khamushi silence
Laheron waves
Tahelne walk
Zinda alive
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Bartender

In the purview of my thought
Again she occupies the reason
Who has seen a bartender
Serving potion not in tumbler
But uses the lips
Who has seen a warrior
Dashing off people
Not with swords and daggers
But uses words
The choir the birds form
And songs it sings the sweetest
Often on purpose does not herald
The advent of storm
And fire camouflaged in snow flakes
Drill the pores
And smokes blind the eyes
A grating cry heared nearby
Let the darkness prevail.
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Zindan(Prison)

Waqt ki kamyaab sazishion ki
Jami mehfilon mein
Galatehmi ki shikaar hui
Mere Gair-massom khayaal ke kadam
Unke dehleej pe Kya gire ke Jaise
Kudrat rook si gayi ho
Khyaal tau ek chalna Sikh rahe bacche ki tarah hote hain
Sikhne ki dhoon mein Kavi v
Kahin v nikl padte Hain
Na Kisi Ka samjaana aur na Kisi Ka Padhana
Kuch sunta hi nh! Afsos!!
Han par ek Roz iski mualqaat
Bargad ke darakht ki ek sukhi shaakh k niche baithe Zindagi se hogyi
Khayaal ne Dekha k uski chehre se
Khoon gardish KR raha hon
khyaal ne thosdi si jasoosi ki
Aur phir maloom yeh hua
Ke Zindagi naraaaz hai usse
Goya k Zindagi Jaise zindan(prison)ho
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Her Rising Ashes

Her dimpling eyes prison

The teary flock

When they run amock

A house arrest

To leave no trace

A frequent agitation the self is into

At her infinite love

When he grumbles and groans

And she feels the pain of his throat

“Calm down! Have water!”

Equalising the equation of aggression

Not with anger but with affection

In the gurgling machinations of time

She is the victim of her own noise

And now the bleeding thorns of bushes bizzare

Fuel her fire

And she sharpens in flame

Her vulnerable pen

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Sannata

Darwaze ke pass khada sannata
Usmien lage durbeen se
Meri taraf jhanke ja raha tha
Ek nazm ki aagosh mein madhosh mein
Behosh sa
Darwaze se ho rahi sannate ke
Iss jasoosi ki aamad
Mere zehenen k chaukath pe tab hui
Jab achanak se maathe pe parwarish
Pa rahi uljhan se behta pasine ki ek boond
Zameen pe tapakti hai
Ek tez aawaaz
Aur toota khwaab
Yeh gair-daawati mehman
Mere sofe pe baitha
Mere kaandhe pe sar rakhe
Siskiyaan le Raha tha
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Will the Promised Renaissance Ever Come

Dawn of sleep in the night
Is the product of weariness
His anatomy receives
In the hue and cry of the day
Carrying the fire in the belly
Reason never does have a siesta
Dozing in the night is the reluctant child
Ever escaping from the homework
Once the grey beared faces
Talked of renaissance to him
Whose advent guaranteed
At sweat and blood
Eyes still await
Like a wrinkled face
White hair mother
Ever laying her eyes
At the threshold for the arrival
Of her soldier son
Now the hope:
An accomplice with sweat
Is dripping off the forehead
And sleep as if packed
In an old vanity box
Kept in the abandoned almirah
Is in a constant conflict
To reach between the nose and forehead
©jeyforyou

An Ancient Guest Treasures an Immortal Rose

While dusting some very old books
Today an old naked book drew his eyes
With his right index finger
Tapped out the ancient guest
The devastated state of it
Pleaded for a read
Who says only heart houses
The remotest of secrets
Fingers too know the trajectory
The middle finger opened
Page one six nine
To his surprise the rose was still
The same crimson,bloody red
And it’s bleeding marks strewn over countless places
Can he recall
If it was somebody’s
Or he himself hid for someone
That his coward heart
With no mustered chivalry
Failed to slide into her diary
On the library desk
The embers of heart’s failure
Still billow smokes
And he looks for a urn made
With the ink of his soul
To treasure the marks of immolation

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People Say It a Hamartil

Weaned away from motherly nativity
Was the child
Ferried to a terrain
People call it urban
He would learn sophistication
Said the ambitious father
On an upbeat note the nature’ nurse
Bid a farewell
His Kith and kins giggled
“Your ambition will be your hamartia”.
Does an ambition give in to a crowd?
A new trajectory for the young child
The first school bag, the first book
The fuzzy printed graphemes soon
Began to hold senses
His place of studies and rest
Was a small beetle shop
In quest of a place
Where peace prevails
A discovery did his eyes claim
A small local Library
With no serious upkeep
In his dystopian world
It was the only utopia
From newspapers to magazines
To newly bridal covers
To old tattered books
And their musty papery scent
Became his cocaine
There he lived

The histories of Civilizations

And more did he bleed reasonably of unreasoned wars

No more was he the Friday of Crusoe’s island

And like Joyce’s Dedalus

He transcended man-made nets

In him now inhabit Goethe and Gandhi, Hardy’s Tess and Coleridge’s Mariner

Its so happens

When he is not him, he is them

With holes in his trousers pockets
And no wallet he travelled
Aross the seas and mountains
In the symphony of tales
And rhytm of odes and ballads
Lost he became outrightly
Cried in the tragedies
Laughed in the comedies
Fact and fiction
And their pitch and toss
Sometimes scalded the heart
And the other time the face beamed
Who said he read them?
Nay, he felt the very skin and flesh
The deserts,seas islands,mountains
Streets , parks, fields
Heaven and hell
Wandered well
Onto the pale papers
How his unsorted growing up
fell at ease
In the murky world where
More than humanity, savagery reigns
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